Fill in each blank with the correct form of a word from belo

Fill in each blank with the correct form of a word from below
avoidance denial devastation priority survival celebration determination management strength toughness
Dear Dad,
Your death really (1) me.I don't think I have ever recovered from the pain and the fact that I never (2) to tell you how much I loved you.The hardest thing I ever had to do was to say goodbye to you.
How do I account for my success?Your faith in me,your love,and your help.If you had lived,you would have seen my four beautiful sons.You would have shared my fam and (3) my success.You would have seen me realize those dreams we had so long ago.
More than anything else in the world,I wanted you to be proud of me.When I lost you,I lost my guide,my anchor in life.Your were such a (4) family man,but I seem to have given my family a low (5) .I lost my way for a long time and now my very (6) is in doubt.Whatever happens,I am (7) to use the rest of my life to make thing up to my family.
Even though I was elected to the Baseball Hall of Fame,I was not the great father to my sons during their childhood that you were to me during mine.I can't (8) that in their own ways,my kids bear the scars of my neglect.What chokes me up about all this is that they don't blame me for my failures as a parent.I only wish that I had been there for my kids in the same way that you were always there for me.You were (9) on me,but you always wanted the best.Perhaps I could have (10) some of this suffering if,years ago,I had had the courage to tell you how much I loved you.
Your loving son
Mickey
我所提供的词都在最上面,填词时词性很多需要变化,我所提供的都是名词所以你们自己变换,

1.devastated
2.managed
3.celebrated
4.strong
5.priority
6.survival
7.determined
8.deny
9.tough
10.avoided