英语翻译Age has reached the end of the beginning of a word.May b

英语翻译
Age has reached the end of the beginning of a word.May be guilty in his seems to passing a lot of different life became the appearance of the same day; May be back in the past,to oneself the paranoid weird belief disillusionment,these days,my mind has been very messy,in my mind constantly.Always feel oneself should go to do something,or write something.Twenty years of life trajectory deeply shallow,suddenly feel something,do it.The end of our life,and can meet many things really do?During my childhood,think lucky money and new clothes are necessary for New Year,but as the advance of the age,will be more and more found that those things are optional; Junior high school,thought to have a crush on just means that the real growth,but over the past three years later,his writing of alumni in peace,suddenly found that isn't really grow up,it seems is not so important; Then in high school,think don't want to give vent to out your inner voice can be in the high school children of the feelings in a period,but was eventually infarction when graduation party in the throat,later again stood on the pitch he has sweat profusely,looked at his thrown a basketball hoops,suddenly found himself has already can't remember his appearance.

一字开头的年龄已经到了尾声.或许是愧疚于自己似乎把转瞬即逝的很多个不同的日子过成了同一天的样子；或许是追溯过去,对自己那些近乎偏执的怪异信念的醒悟,这些天以来,思绪一直很凌乱,在脑海中不断纠缠.总觉得自己自己似乎应该去做点什么,或者写点什么.二十年的人生轨迹深深浅浅,突然就感觉到有些事情,非做不可了.而穷尽我们的一生,又能遇到多少事情是真正地非做不可?童年时,觉得压岁钱和新衣服是过年必备,但是随着年龄的推进,会越来越发现,那些东西根本就可有可无；初中时,以为要有一场暗恋才意味着真正的成长,但三年过去后,自己心平气和的写同学录的时候,突然就发现是不是真正的成长了,好像并没有那么重要了；然后到了高中,觉得非要吐露出自己的心声才能为高中生涯里的懵懂情愫划上一个句点,但毕业晚会的时候最终还是被梗塞在了咽喉,后来再次站在他曾经挥汗如雨的球场,看着他投过篮球的球框时,突然间发现自己已经想不起他的容颜.